Sharing a secret with you

Am going to tell you a secret..

It's my long term desire to write a story. But some hesitation and kind of doubt whether will i be able to write..Some incidents that i had heard or come across , gives me a plot to write. I wrote my first story when i was in eighth standard and it got published in " Mettupalayam Seidhigal". I felt too shy to say it to anyone. The one who reads this posting will be the first to know i used to write stories and one of them got published.

I decided to post atleast one story of my own within this year. I thought of a character who is waiting for a little act of kindness, which made me gave birth to ROSA. U may find many Rosa’s amidst u, never hesitate to express yourself, and never be too busy to say little kind words.

After all, we are humans, longing for someone to care us, someone to listen to us and someone to love us.

ROSA

It's my long term desire to publish a story of my own within this year in my blog. I present my first story "ROSA" to you. Hope you will love my ROSA.

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

31 Jan, 2008 9.30 A.M, Tuesday

I logged into my PC and as usual was checking my email. One forward message from my school friend. 6 emails from Times job. Nothing so special. In the mid of job opportunity mail, I found an odd email from ROSA – Subject --- Hi

I receive certain email like this, suggesting that I can share their fortune of 3 million dollars, or I won a prize from Microsoft, or am the lucky winner of the lottery.

I thought this email from Rosa is one among such. Uninterestingly I opened that mail. To my surprise, the email contained some of the amazing facts about Taj Mahal. I checked the To address and CC. It was meant only for me. I thought someone unknowingly had forwarded to me.

01 Feb, 2008 9.30 A.M, Wednesday

To my surprise, today also I received an email from ROSA. The subject read “Water the good medicine”. The email was about the water treatment used by sages to cure all sort of diseases.

While I was busy doing my work, at the corner of my heart, I was wondering who was ROSA. I was doing all guess work to find ROSA. I being an introvert had few connections with outside world. I couldn’t arrive at any conclusion. Amidst of my busy schedule, I forgot about ROSA.

02 Feb, 2008 9.30 A.M, Thursday

The next day with expectation, I opened my mail box. There was my Rosa’s email with the subject “ For the one who is in love and for the one who is in search”. There were 12 pictures with beautiful love poems. Each and every picture replicated the power of love. I chose one of the picture where a girl with closed eyes, tears at the corner of her eyes. Below the picture was the saying “When u asked me which is more important, u or my life, I said my life. U walked angrily away from me without knowing u r my life”

I don’t know why, but I wished to see ROSA. I felt ROSA had occupied a place in my heart.

03 Feb, 2008 9.30 A.M, Friday

As usual, the first thing I did was to open my inbox. I was disappointed. I felt ROSA would have recognized that email had been wrongly sent to me. So had stopped sending.Whenever I saw my desktop background, Rosa came into my mind.

06 Feb, 2008 9.30 A.M Monday

Beginning of the week, lots of assignment to be submitted. I switched on my PC. My beautiful desktop image came into life. There was Rosa’s email. This time the email comprised of Lateral Thinking Puzzles.

Months rolled away. I used to get Rosa’s email biweekly. I don’t know who is ROSA, What’s the gender, about the look or location. I made a guess ROSA is a girl. I dont know whether am right or no. But her email had created an impact on me. Her email was a mixture. Sometimes, medical, puzzles, out of box thinking, baby photos, love poems, beauty tips, papers on recent trends on Mechatronics, Google’s latest product and so on.

One thing I noticed in her emails was, it was mostly the compiled messages. She would have collected information from various sites, compiled and had sent to me.

I had a soft love towards my never seen friend. But I never dare to reply to ROSA.

I don’t know why I never even send even a Thank you message to that unknown soul. But I had good impression on my artistic friend.

15 JUN 2008, 9.30 A.M Thursday

Today ROSA had sent me love poems. Each and every poem was heart touching with graceful pictures. It was a collection from different sites, altogether she had compiled and send it to me.

To my surprise, to the end of the last poem, ROSA had wrote few lines

Hi friend,

I don’t know who u r? I felt that I should share my views and ideas to someone. Randomly I typed some name in the TO: field. Thank God, I never received Failure Daemon message. I have a personal satisfaction, that someone at some corner, is listening to me,to someone I was able to share my feelings.

Thank you Sir / Madam for your patience.

ROSA.

For sometime I never felt like doing anything. Some where Rosa’s mail made me feel. I felt for not even sending a single email for ROSA.

Night after dinner, before going to bed, I stood in front of Mother Mary to convey my night prayers.

When I looked into Mary’s eyes, ROSA came into my mind. I felt ROSA have lots of love on heart and much more unsaid words buried in her heart, eagerly looking for someone to share. She may be in need of someone to love and someone who loves her.

When I closed my eyes, tears trickled down my eyes involuntarily. Rosa’s poem like a flash came into my heart.

I wished to be your tears

Born in your eyes

Touching your cheeks

&

Ending in your lips

Love u

Will u love me

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

HARRY - MY BUDDY

To push away my idleness Harry Potter– a 11 year old boy came to my life. He made a positive transformation on me. He made me engaged, he made me travel into a wizarding world. At night, when I had nothing to think, he came into my imagination. I used to recollect the incidents which happened in his school and how he over comed it with the help of Hermione and Ron..

Only after reading the book, I will watch the movie. I used to have my own set up of imagination of the scenes and character appearance which are total contrary in movie. I had felt Dumbledore, Snape, Weasely twins, Cedric, Hagrid, Dobby, Neville were all real characters. I used to ask Sruthilla to be like Hermione, a smart bossy clever witted girl.

My sister was carrying when I started reading the first part of Harry. Due to Harry’s influence I used to nag her to deliver a baby boy. When I completed the final book of Harry series, she delivered boy baby. On hearing the good news, Sruthilla and me first said is: Hei…Harry Potter poranthuttan…I was interested to name him something that sound like “Harry” or atleast to be the first letter to be “h”. But astrologically he named as “MRIDHUL”.

Rowling had introduced many fictional animals in the book like centaur, hippogriff, phoenix, basilik, fang, unicorn, thestrals, dragons etc.. Characters like house elves, goblins, dementors were all beyond imagination. She had used a number of magical objects in the story. Few of which amazed me is the Pensive – a method of storing memory, the portkey – to transport the wizards to their determined destination, Marauders map – which shows the complete passage of Hogwarts and the student movement,then the Poly juice potion – which transfers you into another person.

I was upset for Dobby’s death in the novel. I like the way the house elf speaks. The authoress had made brilliant interlinks between all books. All 7 books are interesting and worth reading..

I have all seven books in a pdf version. If anyone interested, comment me..will get you back…

NOTHING FREE HERE…

I was watching Miss. South India competion. The last round of question was “ Is there anything free in this world, substantiate your answer”?.

The first answer that came to my mind is, nothing is free in this tough world.All achievements can happen only through hardwork & Smart work.

Two of the contestant gave similar type of answer. One contestant’s (Ms. Faith Pandey) answer made me amazed. Her answer was, “ The most precious things in life like love, care, support are given free & obtained free”. She was the winner of the competition.I liked her answer,but cannot agree to it.

All likes to get cared, loved, secured.. and it makes us happy.. But is it obtained free?
Say you love a boy/girl.. and he/she loves you back.. but constantly he/she fights with you or some kind of misunderstandings…then will you be able to render same level of love and care on he/she.. At one point of time, human gets irritated..

One will be able to express love & care, only if its properly reciprocated. So its not completely free. Like an introductory offer, its given free for some days and based on the feedback, all soft feelings are decided whether to give free or on request.

This is my opinion, wat abt yours…

LONELINESS

The greatest punishment one can ever have..Sometimes loneliness makes many facts clear,helps to take the right decisions. But many times, loneliness have sharp teeth & nails which pricks bad..

Loneliness is a chance to analyze Newton s third law.. It makes us think whatz the cause and for which effect , loneliness is cursed..

It’s a platform for repentence.It's a stage to recollect all the painful days one had come across..

And at loneliness we think how better our life would have been , if we had not taken the decision which lead to the ultimate cause.. It brings in front of us all the faces who had been hurt by us directly or indirect.. It makes us listen to all the songs which reflect our painful memories..

The second type of loneliness is a feeling of being alone even amidst people. Kind of blank feeling,nothing to feel, nothing to tell, nobody to complain, nobody to hear sobberings, nobody to

console, no one to convince, something like in an island, as if the last soul to remain in this dark world..

The second type of loneliness is the most cruelest than other things. One who had experienced the bitter taste of loneliness will never pass it to another…

HAPPY NEW YEAR

My heartfelt New year Wishes to one and all..Let this New Year throw light on your vision and make all your desires into reality..
In this fresh year..
Lets not try to make others understand our feelings, rather than understanding their one..
Lets try to accept what we get rather than feeling for what we not..
Lets try to smile for all sweet and sour things that happen around us..
Lets try our best to live our life..

My New Year wish to all is...
Let you get placed on u’r desired company..
Let you get a gal/boy of your choice..
Let u’r love life turns into married life..
Let you get a VISA soon..
Let a newborn smile at u’r sweet home..
Let u’r business turns into tremendous prospective..
Let u’r pursuit of happiness find its end..
Let all u’r issues get resolved..
Let a pleasant change happen around all of us..
My best wishes..

HAPPY NEW YEAR..